I am a stupid person for being fooled for the nth time.. I can't even remember how long and how many times that people fooled me like this....
And now this night I have realized again that I have been fooled again... WHY THE HELL YOU GUYS THINK THAT I AM A G**?!?!?!.... My movement may be one but I am a MAN at Heart! dang! Things were going smoothly and yet You guys broke it in a sudden action of Yours doing gay things infront of me! Shocks! You all doesnt even know me! I am really pissed of... but the hell in the end it would fall on the fact that I am at fault!! Why did I say yes? Why didn't I say no? you say? BECAUSE I MEANT TO BE A FRIEND WHO WOULD SUPPORT YOU GUYS! BUT IN THE END YOU NEVER THANKED ME! TIME WILL PASS AND THINGS WILL BE FORGOTTEND THATS HOW MY LIFE HAD BEEN FOR ALMOST 12 YEARS!!! AND THATS THE ONLY THING I CANT ESCAPE FROM...!!! COZ I AM ASKING FOR RESPECT I AM ASKING RESPECT IN RETURN BUT I GUESS NOT! YOU MAY NOT SAY IT INDIRECTLY BUT I KNOW THATS HOW YOUR MIND GOES!!! I CAN SENSE IT!
Lastly, to those who will read this that has nothing to do with this sorry.... this rant is something I must let go of and I wanna shout! but i just cant! and if your one of the person I am talking about! I AM SORRY BUT I WANNA SPEAK FOR MY SELF! Thats ALL! HATE ME IF YOU WANT BUT YOUR NOT THE ONE WHOS IN PAIN IT IS ME!
again sorry for this rant...
...when Ohno held the frame containing the picture of their mother, my tears simply fell. Every moment with each member in this PV made me cry. I just love everything about it!
It was the start of my semester and I started it with a very smooth way of doing things. Who would have thought I’d ended up choosing their decision. Things were not the same anymore. As you have said to me... “There are NO two days the same.” I wish I would have followed what you have said to me. I was a person who thought of something and ended up being dumped.
It has been our 2nd week of our class, And here I am listening to the beat of my heart while others are busy with doing their businesses. I wish that you would be here to listen also with me. Together, You’ll listen to my confession and till both of our ears and hearts beat and listen. And again You said something to me before I came to this decision, “Are you sure about this? I feel your loneliness and it would be better if u don’t go.” And again you know? You were right.
What would be left in me. If I continue to be like this. Would I be selfless till the end of time? Or would I be spending my worthless time for others. Yes this is me. But there you are trying to stop what is my mind thinking and what does my heart beat for. You say things like no one do. And again I’d ended up telling that “You were RIght”… You were always there my CONSCIENCE.
I suddenly remembered Jun and Nino @$$ing (as in teasing ok.. Clean your thoughts!!!) Sho at their AAA2008 Kokuritsu concert.. Lolz~
*Sho sharing that he asked her mom to cook dinner for him when he got home and his mom's watching Maou*
Jun: "Mama, tabetai desu~"
Nino: "Hambaga daiyou~"
*Sho denying while the audience are having the time of their lives.. Lucky people..*
Yes~ It's Japanese cuisine once again with me and my merienda (turned dinner and shopping that night) buddy, Drei *applause* We went to Robinsons Ermita that night in an attempt to search for stockings, accessories and my shoes for a certain event tonight. I suggested that we try "Tempura Japanese Grill".
I was able to taste their dishes 4 times already.. (1) Food trip/Arashi meet-up with Jemmz and Abie; (2) Dinner with Ram; (3) Post-ASW event flailing (4) With Mareng Drei. Their prices are within the range on Tokyo-Tokyo and I love their sushis and makis. I love their dishes (except for chili mabo tofu)
During my first visit with Abie and Jemmz, we had Ebi Salad Maki, Tori Teppanyaki (I hope I got this right) and Curry Omu-rice. Ebi Salad Maki is mecha oishii~
Abie and I ordered Curry omu (omelet) rice. The curry rice had a strong after taste. If you don't like curry much, I suggest that you don't try it. I'm surprised with the size of the omu rice though.. It's good for 2 people if you're not much of an eater =p
Jemmz ordered Tori Teppan.. Tastes like chicken since it's chicken >_< You can never go wrong with Teppanyaki <3
Last night, Drei and I shared on a Gyu Asupara Maki. Too bad their Ebi Bacon Maki isn't available =( Personally, I liked their Gyu Asupara ^-^
I ordered Tendon. It's a mix of tempura and.. Is it kakiage? I really can't remember >_< For all I know, it's ebi tempura with strips of sweet potatoes/potatoes tempura >_<
Drei ordered Chili Mabo Tofu. So sorry mare that I wasn't able to inform you what mabo tofu's like >_< As they say.. "Parang inulam mo yung taho".. I like mabo tofu but this one doesn't suit my taste..
So, if you have time, please do drop by TEMPURA JAPANESE GRILL and try their dishes. They also offer yakiniku to those who want to have a "grilling" experience. Their friendly crew will always wait with a ready smile ^_^
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Something that can make you go "Aaaaaawwwwww~"
We visited our departed loved ones last November 2.. As usual, we went to the Chinese Cemetery to pay respects. Few bloggers and friends asked me what's it's like inside Chinese Cemetery.. Sharing with you some pics I took inside the cemetery.. It's said camera's not allowed and I got scolded by the guard.. But.. Lolz~
We call this area/tomb "Tho Ti Kong" or as what Chinese believed, God. We offer "Kim" (not the teen actress), "Hiu" (simply pinch your nose while saying this and you'll get the right pronunciation) and food offerings.
"Kim" is what we call as money offering to the dead. Don't ask me why the dead needs money.. "Kim" literally means "Gold" in Chinese (Fookien). They are yellowish/goldish/brownish papers with gold paper in the middle. We also place those colorful papers over the tomb. Some say those colorful papers serves as another form of money for the dead. Some say they add colors and festivities to the place wherever our departed ones are.
It's common for Chinese to offer foods, along with "Kim" and "Hiu" to the tombs. The "Kim" (those non-colorful ones) are then burned. The burning process is like the sending process of the money to the dead. Talk about money transfer.. Lolz~ We waited for 30 minutes to an hour before burning the "Kim". This time is said to be the time needed for the dead to eat all that we have offered them. What do we do with the food offerings afterwards? We either give them to the cemetery caretakers or take them home, wait a week or so then eat them >.< Some Chinese leave them inside the cemetery instead.
Offering table inside my grandparent's mausoleum.
The place where we burn the "monetary" offerings. Each mausoleum have their own burning area but since ours not 'that' clean, I took a picture of the cemetery's public burning area.
The image of what an Apartment-type tombs would look like. This is where they keep all cremated remains.
This is the place where they do the cremating process.
As per my dad, this is an area for the departed ones who are Buddhist.
Some mausoleum inside the cemetery.
Camera tripping since Chinese cemetery >_<
Both me and Teeny were hanging out and watching JE vids last week and we chanced upon this performance by Masahiko Kondo a.k.a Matchy on the 2006-2007 JE Countdown... i have watched that countdown like 3x already and have not recognized this performance at all maybe because it was after a Kinki performance or something (we tend to forward every Kinki Kids performance on the Contdown, Gomen KK fans but i find their songs too sappy)...
But finally, i have noticed this performance because: 1.) i absolutely adore this song w/ c unfortunately idk the title 2.) i saw Ohno & Yasu!!!!
So we were like gawking at the montage and hopefully seeing our favorite JEs... and after like 5x replaying it, we concluded that..yesss...
1.) they have chosen one for each group: including Musical Academy...w/ the exception of Kinki..but Yay still!!!!
2.) they have chosen the best dancers out of the group ( i''m REALLY SURE w/ Arashi & Kanjani8 but the others idk... V6 can choose anyone from their members and there will still be no difference but Yay for Ken!!!)
3.) each representative made their own choreography w/c made this performance cho SPAZZTIC!!!( why did i say this? just look at Ohno and his trademark "Lock dance"... and Taichi!!!! LOL...hand gestures but still <3)
so on to the screencaps..:
First is Ohno representing ARASHI of course... i LOLed at his Costume... the suit is too big for him... i think this was what they used in the 'Silver Ring" performance on the Arashic Tour based on the digest of course... and they wore it for "Kittou Daijobou" too ryt???
and i loled again... beacuse Ohno stopped abruptly and walked away after his part w/o noticing that the camera was still capturing him...ahahaha...OHNO..yey for you... ILU...ahahahha
Very uhmm...KAME??? ahahahha.. a little bit drama there...
one thing's for sure... he had no tym to think about his dance...aahaha... HANDGESTURES are AWESOME!!(*sarcastic*) myGAWD...he didn't even moved his body!! it was all his hands and a bit of his shoulders...
this is the highlight of the song..pramis!!!!!
Ken for V6...i didn't expect Ken to be the one... but all of V6 are great dancers so no complaints there...
but i was shocked at his double turn!!! amazing! and it was too short??? pity... tsk...
you must replay it a few times to fully appreciate it...ahahahha
for those who missed BOP last sunday, you can dl it here
credits : melisamuhd @ lj
"Lovers are something we know that is mutual more intimate than friendship, than companions, than comrades"
Love is playful at times, we tend to love without ant hesitation. We tend to bring out the feeling that sometimes not clear. We tend to express these emotions and sometimes succeed and not. We are a person brought to this land that has a heart that contains the ability to love and to feel to be loved.
As we go and continue to the road we have chosen, we are also encountering unexpected situations, and in these situation we know that somehow we could meet this RIGHT person for our life, future, and to our hearts. Life in our side is full of pleasures and pain but sometimes when we love we know that we expect to be hurt at times but we still keep moving on and keep on loving... why? Because we know that loving is something we NEED.
Lastly, We are lovers who SACRIFICES the things we have for our true love? it may sound unusual or Overacting as they say but this is the truth, sometimes this sacrifices means of letting go of someone because we know that she/he may have better life with others. Though we know that inside of our hearts we are hurt we do these things because we love them.
WE LOVE IN DIFFERENT WAYS BUT IN THE END WE WILL END UP IN JUST ONE THING AND THAT IS "MAKING SURE THAT THE ONE WE LOVE WILL BE HAPPY AND WILL BE STAYING IN OUR LIVES FOREVER"
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